It's been a while since I've updated in here.

Or anywhere.

Sort of bad shit has been going on in our house, namely financial.  Since Lee got demoted from his G*W* job, he's been out of it at home.  He forgot to tell me about a few things and we're in the some big fat trouble with our rental house.  The property manager and owner are working with us, thank god. 

If you think I'm blaming Lee, think again.  We're in this together.  We've discussed what is going to happen and I'm basically taking over financial stuff.  Then we agreed that we need to get real with each other.  Meaning be truthful about money.  He hit the nail on the head when he said I spend money to get attention from him.  I had never thought about it in that way, but it's true.  He is also not in reality when it comes to life.  Like, you have to pay rent.  That's first and foremost.  You can't say "Oh, I think I'll skip rent this month because it's going to be hard to do."  We can't do that.   Luckily the owner is willing to work with us.

Basically he and I are communicating about money and bills when we weren't before.

I'm having trouble sleeping.  It's like I feel someone is standing over me and I keep opening my eyes. 

Dreams.  Memory flashes.  Fun.

Comments

[Calulu]

So sorry you've having to deal with that issue. We are too but we have no excuse, plenty of income but too much being spent on stupid things. I admit it, I spend like I'm a millionaire and I have to stop.

[Kellbelle]

I know all about that stuff. Except I was by myself having all those problems. I'm glad you have each other... even if times are hard. I lived in a daze for a long time before I learned what was really important. Stuff is just stuff, you can get more of it... but you're right... rent, electricity, food, water... .all those things come before anything else.

[Leigh]

I'm sorry you guys are having to deal with this right now. I know how it feels, too. :( Best of luck.

[CGG]

Glad to hear from you again. Money problems is the worst. Good luck with resolving them.